So I keep on cultivating my eternal hero who lives in me and with me, but I'm tired of being a martyr . As Drummond says in the poem Happy New Look: " Cry of pain, loneliness and sadness is part of being human. No use fighting it ... The great thing is to live each moment as if it is the recipe for happiness here and now . "
I wish that 2014 be generous in wisdom for all of us .